Monday, February 23, 2009

Ah! Nightmares! Ghost!!

12.50 a.m- What a long night for me.Been waiting for the clock to strike 12 or 1. So i can go to bed. Yeah, I know it's still early but then i have to go to bed early because my class starts at 9 a.m. Why 12 or 1 a.m? Why not 11? or 10? I don't know why. But i really cant sleep during that time because i scared that i would wake up early as 4 or 5 am or so. Well, its time to sleep.

Around 3.29 a.m - Oh noes!! Suddenly i woke up at 3? What the F? Oh man! I thought i could sleep for 8 hours or so... Dammit@@!Ah I am sleepy. Yet I still cannot sleep. Tonight really isn't my night at all.I'm so tired,tried to force myself to sleep but still I cant...and i feel something not right.I don't know why. But then i don't know how... suddenly I'm in half conscious state. Well, based on my experience, whenever im in half conscious state, something is wrong. There might be a ghost or whatever those "things" are called.
Shit! my body feels heavy as stone, my right side body cant move at all. I'm paralyzed, barely breathing and I cant open my eyes at all. Confused, panic, speechless and frightened is taking over my self conscious. I remember my mum's said, when she watched "Jangan pandang Belakang" movie, she said why dont that guy Azan or read a prayer or recite ayat kursi when the ghost chase after him. After that, i force myself to open my mouth and try to Azan as loud as i can. But my azan is not clear and fluent enough, azan again, still not clear enough. I kept on azan like 4 times and finally i can move my arms a little bit. still i cant open my eyes. half paralyzed. after awhile i finally can open my eyes but still cant move my neck to the other side-right side. In my mind i do pray that i wont see these "things". Struggling to release myself in an illusion prison created by the "things". I was like struggling for 2 min or so and finally I'm free.

thank god. i was like " what the hell was that?". After i calm down abit i keep on istigfar and recite ayat kursi. Then i went down from my bed and ask my roommate if he heard what i did just now. He said " Mu azan 2 kali, Kuat molek.Bakpo nyo?". I told him that something sat on me and he told me to go back to sleep. Ah! good idea. How can i sleep in peace after what just happened!!. NO WAY!

So i quickly jump down, switch on my pc and write down about the incident here.

haha macam tulis essay pulak.


PWN'D!!!

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