Monday, February 23, 2009

Ah! Nightmares! Ghost!!

12.50 a.m- What a long night for me.Been waiting for the clock to strike 12 or 1. So i can go to bed. Yeah, I know it's still early but then i have to go to bed early because my class starts at 9 a.m. Why 12 or 1 a.m? Why not 11? or 10? I don't know why. But i really cant sleep during that time because i scared that i would wake up early as 4 or 5 am or so. Well, its time to sleep.

Around 3.29 a.m - Oh noes!! Suddenly i woke up at 3? What the F? Oh man! I thought i could sleep for 8 hours or so... Dammit@@!Ah I am sleepy. Yet I still cannot sleep. Tonight really isn't my night at all.I'm so tired,tried to force myself to sleep but still I cant...and i feel something not right.I don't know why. But then i don't know how... suddenly I'm in half conscious state. Well, based on my experience, whenever im in half conscious state, something is wrong. There might be a ghost or whatever those "things" are called.
Shit! my body feels heavy as stone, my right side body cant move at all. I'm paralyzed, barely breathing and I cant open my eyes at all. Confused, panic, speechless and frightened is taking over my self conscious. I remember my mum's said, when she watched "Jangan pandang Belakang" movie, she said why dont that guy Azan or read a prayer or recite ayat kursi when the ghost chase after him. After that, i force myself to open my mouth and try to Azan as loud as i can. But my azan is not clear and fluent enough, azan again, still not clear enough. I kept on azan like 4 times and finally i can move my arms a little bit. still i cant open my eyes. half paralyzed. after awhile i finally can open my eyes but still cant move my neck to the other side-right side. In my mind i do pray that i wont see these "things". Struggling to release myself in an illusion prison created by the "things". I was like struggling for 2 min or so and finally I'm free.

thank god. i was like " what the hell was that?". After i calm down abit i keep on istigfar and recite ayat kursi. Then i went down from my bed and ask my roommate if he heard what i did just now. He said " Mu azan 2 kali, Kuat molek.Bakpo nyo?". I told him that something sat on me and he told me to go back to sleep. Ah! good idea. How can i sleep in peace after what just happened!!. NO WAY!

So i quickly jump down, switch on my pc and write down about the incident here.

haha macam tulis essay pulak.


PWN'D!!!

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Hello.Bonjour, Szia, Zdravo, Hej, Moshi moshi

oh hello.
actually i don't have any good reason to start a blog but reading other blogs,zomg ..its kinda tempting!
its 7am and its late for me.